I have 36 chapters of my work in progress thriller story “Girl at the Window” uploaded at Wattpad. I’m targeting adding a chapter per day until complete. I would appreciate it if anyone could join my army of Beta readers to comment on the chapters over at Wattpad. Your input would be valuable.

Not everyone is a grammar expert, so it doesn’t matter if you are not a major in English, though experts in US style and grammar would be welcome.  A reader’s input is just as valuable to pick out missing or incorrect word usage. How you feel about the characters. What works and what doesn’t. Plot progression. Correct police proceedures, etc. You could be as brutal as you like with your critique as I have a hard skin. What is important to me is that when self-published, readers will enjoy the story from start to finish. The story is not suitable for anyone under the age of 18 as it contains scenes of violence and adult themes.



Girl at the Window © 2017: All rights reserved.

Here’s the mockup cover. No doubt my cover designer will knock it into shape and add a tear running down her cheek and other refinements. Comments on the design idea welcome.

Here’s the draft blurb.

All families have secrets. Only this family’s past is far darker than most.

A psychological thriller for those who enjoyed The Girl on the Train and Gone Girl.

Clara is trapped in an abusive life by her Pa who is hiding a dark secret. Home schooled and with no outside social contact – constantly on the move – she wishes him dead.

When they arrive at a small mid-west town, he had promised her freedom. He lied, but the seed of freedom is sown. He forbids her to have contact with the townsfolk who he considers to be the disciples of the Devil. Clara defies him and meets Nat and Jordan who vie for her affection. She finds the courage to consider escaping his clutches, but her Pa and fate has other ideas to trap her in slavery.

When her Pa is found murdered by the town sheriff, the circumstances point firmly to Clara as the guilty party. Now an accomplished liar, having picked up the trait from her Pa, she convinces Detective Alana Bossé to dig deeper. As the suspect list grows, it looks as though there is a slim chance that she could be innocent.

But is everything as it seems? Or should they lock Clara up and throw away the key

Over at Wattpad, once you join you can access my story either on your computer or mobile device.  At the side of each paragraph you will find a + sign. Clicking or actioning this allows you to leave comments, though you don’t have to comment if you have nothing to add. You can also vote for the chapter to give it more visibility to others on the site.

Images of Clara and her PA

Here’s the first 2 chapters to see if it is to your taste.




The world outside, so my Pa said, was my enemy. A world full of sinners who would do their best to harm me now that I was a woman. Even in the sunlight, I sensed darkness through my bedroom window. I fought with the not knowing what was out there every day. Pa said it was dangerous on the outside. I was only to go out with him by my side to protect me. I was beginning to have my doubts about his preaching, and yearned for the freedom to find out for myself before my mind would implode.

The glass misted with the steam from my coffee. I drew HELP with my finger on the windowpane. None was coming. It was a cry to myself. No one would be out there waiting to rescue me. There was no white knight ready to whisk me away, and that’s the truth. Maybe it’s because only I could read the word that faced me. Especially when there weren’t any neighbors as far as my eyes could see. With a flourish, I wiped my sleeve across the letters at the futility.

A fresh blanket of snow covered the landscape. It taunted me to leave witness for if I dared to sneak out. The flakes were heavier now. I had an urge to want to dance in the snow. To scoop up a handful and throw it in the air. To make a snowman like I did when I was a child.

Pa was asleep, snoring. He sometimes slept light. A creak on the stairs would surely waken him. Strange how he ignored his own honking, but yet he had a second sense when I attempted freedom to be alone, even if it was only to the veranda out front. I yearned to overcome my internal fear. If only I had had the courage to defy him. To be able to make my own way outside with no one watching my every move. To feel the warmth of the sun’s rays, or the cold of a winter breeze, bathing me without his shadow following my every move.

The few times I had dared to venture out alone, I had been torn inside out with guilt. Tightness in my chest would consume me as our house disappeared from view. Short breaths. Leaden legs. Then the tremors for if Pa caught sight of me.

He guessed all my excuses to venture out alone. Kept my shoes under his chair, or he took them to his bedroom. I thought it would be different in our new home. He promised. It was a lie. I didn’t know why we had to move around so much. Every move always seemed to be in such a hurry. I didn’t even know why he always had to choose isolated locations, except, he said it was better to live off the grid. All I did know is that I wouldn’t have had a clue what to do if he were not there.

Movement outside distracted my train of thought. A blackbird took flight from a pine tree. It swooped and landed on the ground. Ruffled its feathers. Dug its beak in the snow. Moved on, hopping, then stopping and digging some more. It took flight, landing back in the cover of the pine tree. Its claws had left arrow tracks in the snow, but only for a short while. They were soon covered by the flakes as if it had never been there.

Maybe, I thought, that’s what would happen to me if I defied him and tried to escape. I could have died in the freezing air. No one would have known if a fresh blanket had covered my tracks. Only the blackbird would have borne witness, but then who would he have told? Birds can’t speak. But then neither could I. Even if I had had the nerve and the strength to carry life’s breath beyond the confines of our house, I wouldn’t have dared to speak. Not that I knew anyone. I knew no one, only Pa.

I wished Pa dead. It’s not that he hadn’t treated me well as long as I had obeyed him. He provided sustenance and I wanted for nothing in the material sense. Except I did want. There were people out there my own age. Experiences I had never had. All I knew was from the books he had provided over the years for home schooling. Then there was his bible, The Old Testament. He used passages to prove he had the rights over me that God gave him. I had a deep urge to taste a different life that I would never have while ever he lived. That was another truth I couldn’t deny. The sooner he breathed his last breath, the better.



The following morning Pa was outside, fixing the chains to his pickup tires. He glanced my way. I shuddered at the rattle of the links clinking as I washed the breakfast dishes. I reckoned that he gave them an extra rattle to remind me. My ankles itched at the memories.

It would be our first journey into town for provisions. He bent over to fix the last of the chains. Elbows on the worktop, I held a carving knife with both hands and closed my eyes. A vision of Pa instructing me to slice his hunting knife across a lamb’s neck crossed my mind. ‘Empty your head,’ he’d said. ‘It’s God’s will.’ I couldn’t help but wonder if God was putting the images of me grasping Pa’s hair and slicing the knife across his neck when he stooped at the tire. He rose to his full height and held his back as if pained.

Pa hollered, “Clara, get out here now.”

As I reached the front door at the veranda, he stamped his boots, then he shook his coat, powdery flakes cascading to the wooden flooring.

“I’ll get my coat and boots,” I said.

“No need.”

“But it’s cold and snowing.”

“The engine’s running. It’ll be warm in the pickup soon. Forget your boots. I don’t want you wandering off.”

There was no point protesting. He picked me up and carried me to the open pickup door. Launched me onto the seat. My teeth chattered as he opened his door and slid onto his seat. The tires spun, and with a lurch, together with a crunch on the crisp snow covering, we set off. My entire body trembled at the cold air blasting through the ducts. Even with the short distance to the pickup, the flakes that had settled on me now melted into my cotton dress and hair. Spider webs of cracked ice covered the side windows. Staring ahead, clumps of snow dislodged from the hood and peppered the windshield, swiped away by the squeaking windshield wiper. At last, warm air began to circulate. The wind picked up, swirling and blowing drifts across out path.

“It’s a blizzard out there. Are you sure we’ll make it back?”

“It’s now or never. We have to eat, child.”

Child! I hated Pa calling me child. It was his way of being condescending. His way of wishful thinking that I would have remained so. He’d stopped putting candles on the cakes this past seven years since I had my eleventh birthday. That was around the time he lost interest in me after my first bleed. His attitude changed. Pa gave up the right that he preached The Old Testament bestowed on him, but still demanded complete obedience.

It stopped snowing. The clouds gave way to sunlight. Ice on the side window turned to pearls of water droplets, streaming across the glass as we picked up speed on the main road into town. The streams of melted ice reminded me of the tears I’d shed the night before when I’d cried myself to sleep.

Pa turned off the wiper. The sign for the town flashed by. ‘Hunter’s End’, it had said. Under that it read, ‘Population 786’, but that was struck through with a line and changed to ‘491.’

The town looked picturesque. Like a Christmas card image. A wooden church spire dominated the far end of Main Street. Wisps of smoke plumed into the sky from the chimneys. The smoke mocked me with images of families warm in front of their fires. I knew about families, and their begetting, but I had none, except for Pa. That’s not exactly true. I had cousins when I was younger. At least I knew that much. Quite a few really, but I hadn’t seen any of them for many years. They’d only come for the day and sometimes I’d catch a glimpse of them before being sent to my room. Pa said they weren’t cleansed enough for me to meet them. We pulled over and stopped outside the grocery store.

“Wait here.”

“Can’t I come with you?”

“No, I won’t be long.”

He reached over me and removed the handle for my side window. His breath reeked of chewing tobacco. I retched. He was wheezing. I’d noticed him being short of breath lately and talking with a rasp. Maybe it wouldn’t take a knife to see the back of him, I thought.

He labored up the wooden steps to the veranda outside the store. There were three young men around my age, sitting on a bench to the left of the entrance that I’d noticed when Pa opened his door. They’d been laughing and passing a cigarette between them. I drew my knees up to my chest, wrapped my arms around my legs, then rocked back and forth. A rap on my side window and I near jumped out of my skin. My chest tightened.

“Wind your window down.”

It wasn’t Pa’s voice. The windows were misted again. All I could see was a shadow.

“C’mon, don’t be shy. Only we don’t get many gals around these parts. We only want to jaw.”

“Go away,” I wrote with my finger. I pulled the sleeve of my dress over my hand and wiped the words away at realizing they’d need a mirror to read the message. A mop of black hair and white teeth loomed large as he bent over. It was the white teeth that held my gaze. I was used to seeing Pa’s toothless grin, surrounded by his long white facial hair. Well, not exactly toothless, just his top two teeth were missing. The rest were twisted and stained with the tobacco he chewed.

“I’m Jordan, what’s your name?” he said, and smiled. “You moved in around here, or just visiting?” he said, not waiting for a reply.

Pulses of shivers ran through my body. I noticed my hands shaking, unable to stop the tremors.

“I… I’m Clara. Listen, I can’t open the window, please go away.”

His features distorted as the moisture on the window misted again. Maybe Pa’s preaching was right and it was the demon in him I could now see.

“Hey whatcha doing hanging around my pickup?” Pa called out.

“Just being neighborly.”

“Well, just skedaddle.”

“Fuck you, old man. Just trying to be friendly.”

“Fuck you! I’ll show you who’s gonna fuck who.”

“Whoa there, put the gun away.”

A Dark Mystery Crime Thriller, set in the underbelly of Detroit’s Gangland. Available to pre-order now as an eBook. Due for publication 29th July 2016. Any order will be delivered to your dev…

Source: Lethal Trade: A Red dog One Mission. Mystery Crime Thriller

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A Dark Mystery Crime Thriller, set in the underbelly of Detroit’s Gangland.

Available now as an eBook. Due for publication 29th July 2016. Exclusive to Amazon. Print book available from the 14th July.

Here some links for Lethal Trade or you can search Amazon for my author name.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01IAR56TY   US

https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B01IAR56TY   UK

https://www.amazon.ca/dp/B01IAR56TY  CANADA

https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B01IAR56TY  AUSTRALIA

Some of the images of characters and and other things that I imagined them as when writing the story

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              The Main Character                             Maria                                    Officer Granger

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                                            Queenie         Handbag        Bikers logo          Fisher plant


                                                   The Bikers                                       The Sniper

Videos that inspired the setting for the story.


Abandoned Fisher body plant. 

Highland Park Detroit, before they demolished the houses.


Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000039_00006]Available to pre-order on Amazon Kindle. Due for publication 2nd April 2016.

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When five women are reported missing to LAPD on the same day, all eighteen years old and within a five mile radius, they could be partying. When two more clusters are identified in California, taking the number to nineteen, homicide detective Brett Shaw knows it’s going to be no party for him.

Six years later, Shaw will never forget that day, or the events that took place. It was also the day he handed in his badge to look after Amy, his daughter. Now working as the sheriff of a small town, Shaw isn’t given time to dwell on the past, when he is called to the scene of the town’s first murder. Clues lead him back to the missing girls that he never had a chance to investigate.

As he comes closer to the truth, his daughter is targeted, her life endangered by powerful aliens from humankind’s past, their existence buried in history, just as the reports were on those missing girls.

Shaw will have to overcome his own demons if he is to rescue those he holds dear to his heart.


Source: New release. Dark Crime thriller. In Search of Jessica. Enrolled in Kindle Unlimited.


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Jesse and Jessica shared almost everything as children, except the same birthday. One other thing they couldn’t share was the love of their dad. He had his favorite for reasons best not mentioned.

The family is torn apart when their dad is found murdered with all the traits of a particular twisted MO. A robbery gone wrong, the betrayal of a love affair, jealous neighbors, or someone closer to home? For Logan, the lead detective at the time and now head of LAPD homicide, the answer was and is simple. Jessica was the killer. That’s despite the case gathering dust for fifteen years.

Another murder takes place with the same MO after Jessica is released from mental hospital. Logan puts detective Jason Stone on the case, a young man on a one–man mission to make a name for himself and one who will break the rules to get there.

Stone believes a mysterious woman he dubs the Night Girl holds the key to unraveling the case. But just as he is close to cracking the case, his suspect list grows.

At odds with Logan as to whom the killer is, he goes rogue. If he’d listen, someone should tell him he has more pressing things to do than settle a grudge with a colleague. LA has a serial killer on the loose and he is a likely next target.


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